I'm thinking Tiffany's could cure this

I believe something is wrong with me.

I've tried to keep myself busy

but no matter what I'm doing or who I'm doing it with, I'm lonely and useless.

I have tried doing things for other people. nothing.

Tried doing things for myself, things that I've wanted to do for a while. nothing.

Nothing feels right if you're not here and I'm not there.

I'm glad you're keeping busy and happy, but I can't help but be selfish sometimes.

I feel I cannot function properly without you.

I don't know if that's needy and pitiful

or if that's the way it's supposed to feel.

But I'm feeling it.

And it's the most depressing thing ever.

But no matter if I feel this way right now, everything will be right as it should. I just need to learn some fucking patience and wait.