Sometimes I think I should just keep my mouth shut

 So I went to the dentist today to get a cavity fixed and now I can barely open my mouth. 

Ouchies.

:(

I'm thinking Tiffany's could cure this

I believe something is wrong with me.

I've tried to keep myself busy

but no matter what I'm doing or who I'm doing it with, I'm lonely and useless.

I have tried doing things for other people. nothing.

Tried doing things for myself, things that I've wanted to do for a while. nothing.

Nothing feels right if you're not here and I'm not there.

I'm glad you're keeping busy and happy, but I can't help but be selfish sometimes.

I feel I cannot function properly without you.

I don't know if that's needy and pitiful

or if that's the way it's supposed to feel.

But I'm feeling it.

And it's the most depressing thing ever.

But no matter if I feel this way right now, everything will be right as it should. I just need to learn some fucking patience and wait.

"Forgive me, I'm trying to find my calling...

I want a ferret, and I found the perfect one. It's just the wrong time.

It's a good thing we don't always get what we want.

I saw Wall-e today. Cutest movie ever.

Saturday can't come fast enough. Thinking about what lies ahead gets the blood pumping in my veins and super hyped up.

I need more exercise.

Sorry my posts are constantly lacking of anything important.

...I'm calling at night, I don't mean to be a bother, but have you seen this girl?

She's been running through my dreams and it's driving me crazy, it seems

I'm going to ask her to marry me."